Start to Becoming A Sissy Doll
My first blog,
I have finally got around to starting to write one so i thought i would start by how it all began for me as i get asked a lot what wanted me to become a Sissy Doll.
Since I can remember I've always been fascinated by the cute little Girl Dresses especially those that flower girls were wearing, now don't get me wrong I was always fascinated in what it would feel like to wear them. Then I Finally got the Internet I know not a big thing nowadays but when I was 12 it was. I found myself starting to search online when I was home alone looking at all the Cute Dresses and found myself very excited by it all.
Fast forward over the years I was always a dreamer but never had the nerve to follow through and finally dress appropriately for what I wanted. I found myself haunting the usual sites having found the world of Little Girls and Adult Babies my Interests also discovered the world of BDSM. I started spending a lot of time on Fetlife browsing and chatting on there. Then something amazing happened 16 Months ago a new Profile appeared that called out to me i was mesmerised by it.
The Profile belonged to the person i now call my Goddess, My Mistress, Madama Miiska. i got the nerve up to send a polite welcome and hello. most of the time I found these messages ignored so I wasn't expecting the Surprise I got when Mistress responded for the First time .
My Mistress and I started corresponded and arranged to meet, now this was a very Nerve racking thing for me as this would be the first time I ever met anyone off Fetlife.
I always vividly remember that first meeting well, It was a Sunday we met up early December 15 Months ago unsure of how it was going to go we met up in a public place.
The time i met Mistress Miiska i found her pictures didn't do her justice for how beautiful she truly is. My Mistress spent the whole day chatting losing all sense of time as we discovered about each other our likes and interests as Mistress got me to open up about items I had never told anyone before about what fascinated me etc.
For Mistress Miiska has a wonderfully hypnotic personality that makes you feel completely at ease and trustworthy. for with me If i don't feel comfortable or at ease I clam up and go all shy and tongue tied which I never did around Mistress.
After the First Meet up between myself and Mistress we started making regular contact as Mistress decided to take me on as her Sissy Gurl and helped me to finally start to explore the true side of me.
the Truth of which is I am ashamed that it took me all these years before I finally started becoming Marcie.
I have finally got around to starting to write one so i thought i would start by how it all began for me as i get asked a lot what wanted me to become a Sissy Doll.
Since I can remember I've always been fascinated by the cute little Girl Dresses especially those that flower girls were wearing, now don't get me wrong I was always fascinated in what it would feel like to wear them. Then I Finally got the Internet I know not a big thing nowadays but when I was 12 it was. I found myself starting to search online when I was home alone looking at all the Cute Dresses and found myself very excited by it all.
Fast forward over the years I was always a dreamer but never had the nerve to follow through and finally dress appropriately for what I wanted. I found myself haunting the usual sites having found the world of Little Girls and Adult Babies my Interests also discovered the world of BDSM. I started spending a lot of time on Fetlife browsing and chatting on there. Then something amazing happened 16 Months ago a new Profile appeared that called out to me i was mesmerised by it.
The Profile belonged to the person i now call my Goddess, My Mistress, Madama Miiska. i got the nerve up to send a polite welcome and hello. most of the time I found these messages ignored so I wasn't expecting the Surprise I got when Mistress responded for the First time .
My Mistress and I started corresponded and arranged to meet, now this was a very Nerve racking thing for me as this would be the first time I ever met anyone off Fetlife.
I always vividly remember that first meeting well, It was a Sunday we met up early December 15 Months ago unsure of how it was going to go we met up in a public place.
The time i met Mistress Miiska i found her pictures didn't do her justice for how beautiful she truly is. My Mistress spent the whole day chatting losing all sense of time as we discovered about each other our likes and interests as Mistress got me to open up about items I had never told anyone before about what fascinated me etc.
For Mistress Miiska has a wonderfully hypnotic personality that makes you feel completely at ease and trustworthy. for with me If i don't feel comfortable or at ease I clam up and go all shy and tongue tied which I never did around Mistress.
After the First Meet up between myself and Mistress we started making regular contact as Mistress decided to take me on as her Sissy Gurl and helped me to finally start to explore the true side of me.
the Truth of which is I am ashamed that it took me all these years before I finally started becoming Marcie.
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