Diary 9/9/2017

Today I've finally decided to do a update. The last few months have been a strange time this year, I've been working a lot and not spending as much time as Marcie lately but when i have its truly been amazing.
This year as Marcie I've finally been getting out in public its very much been an opening  and freeing experience. I enjoy getting out and being me as its helps loosen me up and de-stress and completely become Mistresses Doll.
I've been down to London and left all my male clothes at home spending my entire time en-fem and in heels it was completely enjoyable and will happily do it again as well as Giving myself deeper to my Mistress this year. This has taken my Submission further with my Mistress Setting a load of Ground rules that i must follow. for one to make me become healthier and two o have me under deeper control for example I am to do more exercise as specified by Mistress and also I am to be in Panties or dressed more as Marcie, Also Mistress Has me in Chastity.
Mistress has me more under her control than ever and I love it, To tease me Mistress has left me my Chastity keys but to tempt me as Mistress has a harsh punishment lined up if i did disobey and be a naughty girl without permission. But that is how much control Mistress has over me as i do not dare  disobey and remove my Chastity even though the keys are right in front of me.
I'm looking forward to learning more and getting deeper under Mistress's control as Mistress teaches me more, for I have found anything Mistress has me do I learn to love.
Just recently I have expanded my Dress collection and cannot wait till it arrives as it will be special for the Femdom Ball and a few days down in London being Marcie and at Mistresses side. As I have been expanded my everyday clothing so I can spend more time being Marcie makes me very happy getting to just be free and me and leaving my Male side behind as Mistress has been teaching me more to be more natural.
I have been looking forward also to expanding myself as my Brat side under Mistress's Guidance. but I also love being Mistress's Doll or Kitty Girl and absolutly adore when Mistress Gives me instructions to follow and will now have to ask permission to be able to do certain things.
I wouldn't change anything I do nowadays as I love my Mistress and will do anything Mistress asks of me. For I am owned by my Goddess and every part of me belongs to Mistress.

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